Desire

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I lie restless, my body yearning for more. The words "what if" torture my mind, keeping contentment at bay. Long ago, I had resigned myself to stolen moments of pleasure by my own hand, but now, she offers me more. I can't lie; I'm tempted.My mate lies beside me, soundly sleeping, seemingly satisfied with life. Her motionless body tells me it has what it needs to rest through the night. Obviously, she doesn't share my aches. As I suffer from my tense muscles, is it wrong that I'm jealous of her peace?*My throbbing member returns my thoughts to her. It's been exactly twenty-four minutes since I received her three-worded message ? "I want you". It's unbelievable how those three simple words can stir up a firestorm within me. If you have ever wondered which comes first ? desire or arousal ? let me assure you it is desire. Desire is of the mind and drives the arousal of the flesh. Without a doubt, my desire for her has driven my cock to lengthen within my pajamas.*She could have chosen anyone, yet chose me! I won't gloss over that fact. Another woman desires me! Glancing at my mate again, I'm frustrated. How can she not feel the battle raging in the bed beside her?*I try to go back to sleep, but every time I close my eyes I see her big, blue eyes, full of need, desire. She understands. Reciprocates. We are the same, of like mind about sex. I hadn't been looking for an online connection, but one found me. What started as an innocent chat quickly turned into sexy teasing. We clicked for sure, but I hadn't expected it to go beyond chatting. Then, she surprised me with her message tonight. Quite a pleasant surprise, if I'm being honest.*I wonder what she's wearing right now: sexy lingerie, simple tee and panties, or nothing at all. I toss and turn, unable to find a comfortable position. Damn! I can't stop these pictures flooding my mind ? her mouth sucking me, my tongue licking between Şerifali Escort (http://www.34f5.com/) her thighs. Damn!*Heated, I fling the covers off me. Beads of sweat dot my brow. Staring down at my tented pajamas, my cock fusses at me. "Don't leave me like this!" it screams. In truth, I could handle my arousal myself, staying within the moral lines, keeping my conscience free from guilt. So why the struggle? I know the reason and my longing to be desired stays my hand. I want her to be a part of this ? her desire for me driving my hands' movements up and down my shaft.Desire is a horny bitch, indeed. She plays in the garden, tempting me, offering me a sweet taste of the forbidden fruit; do I take a bite? I'm certain they'll be a price to pay; am I ready to pay the price? Regardless, inevitably, desire calls to me, gets my ass out of bed, and walks me out the door.*Privacy. I need privacy for this. Quietly maneuvering the dark hallway, I decide on the basement two floors down. There's a comfortable couch for me ? for us. I won't be alone as I've already chosen to cross the line.*Once in the basement, I stop inside the bathroom and check myself in the mirror like a schoolboy on his first date. My fingers attempt to make sense of my bedhead and finally give up, hoping my disheveled look might appeal to her. I was already naked from the waist up and decide to let her see me like this. Maybe someone will finally appreciate me sweating my ass off in the gym four times a week.*Once settled on the couch, I open my laptop, and hunger drives me to type these four words ? "I want you too."*My eyes glue to the screen awaiting her response. The "new message" notification sends my fingers racing to read her response ? a smiley face followed by a webcam invite, which I readily accept.*Within moments, her face lights up the screen and my breath catches. I'm really doing this!*She Şerifali Escort Bayan (http://www.34f5.com/) flashes me a warm smile. "Wow, Joseph. You're even more handsome than in your pictures."I chuckle. "I was about to tell you your pictures don't do you justice either. You are beautiful, Lexi. Truly beautiful."*She's wearing a sexy black nightie, but has her arms folded across her, hiding her breasts from me.*She laughs a nervous giggle. "Thank you, handsome. I wasn't sure you'd get up for me."*I smile, and cock an eyebrow. "Well, I thought we'd said we weren't going to do this. Actually it was you who said that."*"I know. I guess ? I guess I just can't stop thinking about you, Joseph. I feel a connection I don't often feel. I want more ? if you do too." Her voice is shaky and eyes wide with uncertainty. How could she doubt for a second my attraction to her? The vulnerability she shows in this moment further endears her to me.*"You're damn impossible to resist. Don't you know that? Our connection is real for me as well." I reach between my legs and grab hold of my cock, feeling its hardness. "And I'm definitely up for you."She smiles upon hearing my reassuring words. Her confidence returns and she shows me that playful side I know and love. Leaning closer to the screen, she casts her eyes downward as if trying to peek at the parts of me out of view. "Show me."**Not one to back away from a beautiful woman's request, I lower my pajama bottoms down to my thighs with my naked ass left sitting on the leather couch. I tilt the screen to show her my cock's sprung and hard as granite. And easy as that, our virtual sex begins.*Her eyes light up. "Mmmm, baby."**She intently watches my hand working my hardness ? the hardness brought about by my desire for her, and her alone.*Finally, she speaks again. "I love your cock all ready for me. Look what the sight of Escort Şerifali (http://www.34f5.com/) you has done."*She boldly slides a strap off her shoulder and peaks one nipple between her fingers, showing me they've darkened with her lust. Now, it's my turn to moan.*"Mmmm, I'd love to wrap my lips around that nipple. Are they sensitive?"*"Very. I can almost cum from nipple stim."*"Show me the other." I sound a little too demanding and quickly add, "Please."*Her slender fingers grasp the other strap and slowly lower it over her shoulder and down her arm until her other breast is revealed. My eyes lock onto her fleshy breasts with large nipples centering her mounds.*"Beautiful. Your breasts are beautiful, Lexi."*She looks down at them, then smiles.*"I would work them for hours with my hands and tongue." The words pour out my mouth on their own. I take in the sight of her half-naked body as my hand tightens its grip on my cock, massaging with long, slow strokes.*"Would you ever let me slide my cock between them?"*"Umhmm," she coos, squishing her breasts together for me.*"Yes, just like that, Lexi. Wrap my cock with them. Make a tight channel for me." I sit back so she can see my hand jacking my shaft.*We move our hands together, then she complains. "Joseph, I'm aching ? down below."*"We can't have you aching, baby. Slide a hand down to your mound."*She moves back where I can see more of her on the screen. Running her fingers through a small patch of hair, she asks, "Like this?"*"Yes, baby girl. Just like that."*Her eyes lower again. "Your cock is huge. I want to suck it."*"Ahhh, I'd love to feel your lips around my cock. Put a finger in your mouth. Show me how you'd suck me."*I almost shoot my load right then when she raises a fingertip and flicks the tip. My cock jumps in response. Her lips purse and she plunges her finger deeply inside her mouth with the first thrust, eliciting a loud groan from me. In and out she sucks her finger and I massage my cock in sync with her. God, this feels good!"Touch your clit with your other hand, beautiful girl. Small circles. Not too hard."*She readily obeys, then gasps when her fingers hit her clit, spitting out her finger upon first contact. "Joseph!"*