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20 Haziran 2023, 13:49
My transformationBeing what I am now have taken few years but most of the changes had happened in the last couple of years, most of them started 7 years ago when I met my Man. Before meeting him yeah a couple of experiences happened in my life, but I was always so reserved, so shy, scare of finding out what this prohibited world had to offer, having a hard time fighting against my true self, accepting me as I really am, is like this side of me was always trying to come out but the circumstances and society around me, forced me to keep it hidden, to think that this is wrong, so you have no other choice then follow what for family, friend, and people is "normal" I tried to stay in that path of the common and normal but I'm so glad that someone special opened my eyes and showed me that this is OK, that feeling what I'm feeling was Ok, he has walked patiently this new path with me, not pushing me just being a great guide, showing me the happiness I can get, the passion, all the pleasure I can experience, all the lust, romance, love, and so many things I have experience and I know there's still a lot more to discover, but I'm not afraid anymore.So my first experiences were actually moving me to this direction. The first time I felt a cock being rubbed against my ass, I was too young but I really liked it, I was not penetrated on that occasion, but mmmmm feeling a hard cock against my ass, waked up my curiosity for it; during my teen years I know I felt attracted for girls, I like them but most of the time I was just able to get a good friend with them, while that sometimes I was not able to stop staring to some guys that looked attractive, so holding those feelings and being taught that it was wrong, that it was a sin, made me suffer a lot, I did try seriously to keep my mind and my vision to what "normal" is, meet a woman, get married, have a family; all were part of my dreams, I knew I wanted it, but ohh well deep in me I was not completely sure, all I really wanted was to be happy, to find someone I can be myself, to be loved, to enjoy being me, to know that someone think, care, miss me, that someone needs me as much as Escort bayan (https://antalya.t2bro.net/) I do.So after years the curiosity was killing me again and I had a chance with a guy in a public restroom, this bathroom was build under Central Park of the Capital City, I went there because I really need it to use it but while being there sitting on the toilet I could see a guy standing right in front of the gap between the wall and the door so I could see throw it outside the same he could see inside, he was touching the bulge on his pants, I was so innocent then I didn't understood, on that they I left the place wondering what was happening, then I came back another day and the same, I was like what the heck, so in other occasion a guy pushed the door well those bathrooms were that bad that didn't have a way to lock the doors, so he saw me, I saw him and he came in, quickly put his pants down, and move his white ass to touch my cock that it was hard already, he was telling me, fuck me, fuck me, and I was like OK, how I do that, yeahh my fist days I felt so stupid of not knowing too much, on that occasion it happened bareback by this time I was 21 years old yeah you can laugh, I didn't know about condoms either, so I fucked that guy, well actually I remember he fucked himself because I was just standing and he was moving, when I was about to cum he hold me and pushed his ass against me, I shoot my load in him, ohhh gosh I was so scare, so nervous he wanted to clean my full of shit cock, but all I wanted is to leave the place so I left, and was so worried, thinking what I did? so in a near restaurant I enter to use the restroom, cleaned myself and promised not to come back and do that again "ever" I had frustration, it was the worst thing ever on that time, and coming back home and not telling anyone in my family was hard also keeping it secret, but then I was growing, ten years passed in which my sexual experiences were limited to jerk off, and tried to meet guys again but as soon I was there talking to them, I chicken up and didn't have the courage to go with them to anywhere, just one time a guy picked me up, took me to his house, we Bayan escort (https://antalya.t2bro.net/) were there laying on his bed, but maybe I had a face that showed I was afraid and nervous that he smiled and decided not to do anything we didn't even get naked and he took me back home. So after those 10 years, a new chance, this time, I met him by the internet and before meeting in person, we had a good time writing to each other, I was 30 years old by then, so my mind was more mature, more things were clear, by this time, I had watched porn, gay porn, my mind was more open and ready to experience again, even thought I still had limitations because I was not outgoing, extroverted, that I could say let's do it. Yeah how bad it is not being able to feel free to do anything you want? but that has been changing.So the man I met it is my Man now, I have written how I met him and few things about him, but now I'm going to write about how my true self is out, how great I feel, how my transformation has progress.So from the guy I introduced you I turned into guy that likes being fuck, that loves sucking cock, enjoys 69, that has swallowed loads, likes the black kiss, enjoys feeling a body rubbing against mine, loves being touch, being taken, owned, conquer, that his girly side comes out, that wear panties occasionally for now, that is engaged to a man and soon get married. ohh yeahh I have changed a lot.When I'm being fuck by him, I love so much when I'm feeling his cock, the tip of his cock is touching my boypussy and is trying to get in but by pussy is so tight that doesn't let it go inside, so I have to accommodate and relax and then his cock starts sliding in me mmmm mmmmm it feels so good when my pussy is opening to his cock, and accepting it, swallowing it all, ohhh yeahh, I love that when I'm laying on my back so then he lay his body on me, we kissed and I w****d my arms and legs on his body, that really feels good, is one of my favorite positions being underneath his body.Sucking his cock mmmmmm another wonderful thing I like a lot when it is soft and starts growing inside my mouth until I make it all hard , I like licking it all, from the Escort (https://antalya.t2bro.net/) head, going down to his balls, love sucking it and making it all wet and ready for me. I really like a lot all we have done together, I'm not that inexperience guy anymore, I found out myself, now I know a girl lives in me, because I enjoy so much when his fingers are running throw my hair, when he is grabbing it to fuck my mouth, and when he is behind me and I'm in all four and he is pulling my head back while trusting his cock deep in me, I like feeling hugged, I like when he kiss my neck, when he kiss me, when he nibbles my nipples and when he is touching them, I feel good and love when his cock is in me, when he fills me up with his cum, yeah I had been wearing panties also, I just have one for now, because I'm still living with my family, but whenever I get a chance to be in my own home, with my Man, I'm going to wear everyday different kind of panties, I'm going to keep myself smooth, He is offering me a life and a place where I can be free to be my true self, to let this girl come out, so I will be free, to scream, moan, groan when I'm being fuck hard, deep, when I'm being taken, owned, posses, now I know I need it badly!!!I'm dreaming about it, daydreaming about it also, now my body itches for his hot body, my pussy twitches thinking about his cock, electricity runs all over my body when hi is forcing his cock in me, when hi is dominating me, which I love too, now I love that he is in charge, in our relationship we both have our roles, I'm the girl, the sissy boy, soon his wife, and he is the Man, the Alpha Male, my Master, my Man, my Guide, My All, and I love it that way, is so perfect, soon my Husband, and yeah probably the way I saw my dreams change, but I still got what I wanted, a family, a home, someone to love me, to care for me, someone that need me, that misses me, he has everything I had been looking for all this years, so I'm Happy, I'm not going to regret making all this changes in me, and the best of all is that he doesn't want me to change physically, I mean I still can be girly and be me, because now that girl is me, curious ha, but that is the true, outside I will keep looking like a boy, smooth and wearing panties, some times other thing but inside I can be that girl that need his Man, that loves all that he does to her, I'm super Happy!!!!!